It’s so hard to talk when you want to kill yourself.
That’s above and beyong everything else, and it’s not a mental
Complaint- it’s a physical thing, like it’s physically hard to
Open your mouth and make the words come out.
They don’t come out smooth and in conjunction
With your bran the way normal people’s words do:
The come out in chunks as if from a rushed-ice dispenser; you stumble on them
As they gather behing your lower lip. So you just keep quiet.